Wondering...

I catch myself, more so now than ever before, wondering about my future. Meaning, where will I be in 5 years and such things as that. Hopefully I'll be published, I'm working on writing a book if you didn't know that, and living in Boston as a FBI agent or a DA. I hope I'm happy in my future, that's all I really want. I just want to be happy, feel safe and be with a man that loves me. I suppose I'm jumping the gun with that whole relationship thing, but nobody wants to be alone right? Not even me. Not that I need someone, I just want someone. My mom says I'm beautiful but I don't believe her. Maybe someday I will. Anyway that's getting off subject. I really want to make a difference in this world, that's my main goal. We all have a purpose, I believe mine is to make the world a safer place, believe it or not. I have a bad feeling that this is making me sound crazy, or just entirely too random. But that's me in a nutshell, random.