Obsession

My obsession with Boston has peaked in the past few weeks. I want to live there so bad I can't stand it. What was that book that Oprah had on her show? The one about if you think it will happen enough it will? Oh, well I can't think of it right now. I do know that I have been hoping and praying about Boston a very large amount. I just feel like I need to be there. This is driving me nuts and in the process I'm probably driving my mom nuts because I keep asking her about it every 5 minutes. I know it probably isn't good for me to think about it so much but I can't help it. But on the other hand I'm afraid I may be jinxing it...what to do, what to do. If it would just happen I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. Then I would have something else to talk about besides Boston. Hopefully in 3 months I'll be there and I'll a lot more to talk about :)